HaPPY BiRtHdAY..

27th of May..
an ImPoRtAnT DaY 4 me..
HaPPY BiRtHdAy to myself..
18 years old..
Am i in this age??
i noe myself veli well..
time is still needed 4 me to
develope myself..
thx to my family 4 remember my birthday..
thx to my NS buddies 4 their wishes,
ChEE YuNg,YiK HoE,TeRRaNcE,FeLiX,
Xue MiNg n KeN SooN
V r in a gang call MAYDAY..XD
thx to my frens too,
WeN jIaN,STePhY,WeI SuM,MaH JiE,
YuH MiNg,ThInG Wu n ...
Soli ya if gt miss out d name..
N i received "her" wish too..
d PrEcIoUs wish tat i had receive..
really happy tat she can remember my birthday..
A simple wish frm her can
makes me feel JOYFUL in a whole day..^^
Really glad n appreaciate the wishes frm u all..
3rd day in Kampar..
went 4 a mass call at UTAR..
quite BORING..
bt d main point was d CGPA part..
highest GPA 4 a subject is 4.0..
which is 80-100 marks..
14 subjects 4 my foundation year..
i promise myself to work hard to achieve it..
I want a GREAT foundation year b4
enter my degree years..
i can't dash my parents dreams..
i can't make them dissapointed..
although there is a few subjects tat i dun like
bt i will try to "defeat" it..
went 4 pasar malam at nite wit my fren..
bought sum food n had a walk thr..
then met TeRRaNCe at thr..
about 9pm,i went bac my house..
too pity tat i can't meet her at thr
cos she go thr when i m bac..
tat's is my 18 years old birthday..
a simply day i had..
without special celebration..
bt 364 days r in d progress
b4 i m 19 years old..
i will fulfilled my 364 days wif
meaningful n goals..^^

ORiEnTaTiOn DaY..

26th of may..
ReGiStRaTiOn DaY at UTAR..
woke up 7.30 n registrate myself around 8am..
went thr wif my motor bt can't find motorpark..
reli paiseh..==
can b forgive la cos i m NEW STUDENT ma..xp
around 9am,bac to my new house n
continue slpzz again..xp

十 九 天 了，
再 次 遇 上 你，
连 日 来 的 思 念 终 于 一 解，
今 回 的 你 与 上 回 不 同，
但 是 人 群 中 的 你 依 然 是 最 闪 亮 的，
并 不 敢 侈 望 能 多 望 你 一 眼，
而 你 的 一 个 笑 容，
足 以 让 我 神 魂 颠 倒，
胆 怯 的 我 依 然 无 法 迈 开 脚 步，
再 多 的 话 也 无 法 向 前 对 你 说，
只 好 选 择 往 边 闪，
你 一 步 一 步 的 离 去，
而 我 只 能 望 着 你 的 背 影，
但 那 对 我 来 说 已 经 足 够 了！

NeW LiFe..

Haizz..
blogging at cc..
NeW LifE get started..
Yesterday was d 1st day i move in to Kampar..
Mum prepared avting 4 me n
Dad gave me a motorbike..
as my transport thr..
a motorbike wif 20 years histories..
lolx..XD
mayb later will gt a new 1..
Uncle came to my house wif his HILUX..
to fetch my mum n i n d motor 2..
cos my dad was nt free tat time..
b4 i get on my uncle's car,
my tears were nt under control..
looking my house,looking on d luggage..
I cried in front of my parents..
cant imagine such situation happened
on a boy wif 18 yrs old..
js back 4 2 weeks then gt to leave again..
i cant do *steel stone heart intestine*..
reli *tak sampai hati* ma..
after said gd bye wit my dad,
a new journey started..
Reach my new house,gt d key then move in..
tot i m goin to stay on my own..
bt LUCKILY,i gt ADRIAN n KAH YEN
stay along wif me..
my schoolmate b4..
V come here 4 d same course 2..
i gt my new roomate,CHRIS,
frm Alor Setar,Kedah..
a guy hu js finished ns n friendly..
sumore he is quite gd in basketball de..
BASKETBALL..
my activity to avoid boring 4 tis 2 days..
ntg more bout my new house..
js an empty house wif ntg special inside..
avting still in de mess n i m still blur blur at here..
haven gt noe d environment here..

p/s:I still nid time to ADAPT my new life here..

StaRt PaCkInG n ReGrEt-ING..

StArT PaCKinG..
2mrw move in..
today oli packing..
haizz..An ESCAPISM act..
cos i m reluctant to launch d NeW LiFe..
Frenzz started move in to their accommodation..
bt i m still hiding in my home..
till d last moment..
enjoying my time at home..
my things r in the mess rite now..
bt LUCKILY..
i gt a superb woman beside me..
MY RESPECTED N BELOVED MOTHER..
90% of d packing process was progress by her..
without her,i think i cant leave..bt
bcos of her,i dun wan leave..
Of cos i want to stay bside my mum la..
i m still under growing process ma..
nt yet INDEPENDENT..
mayb u guys will laugh on me,
bt nvm,tat's d truth..haha..
no matter how difficult d situation will be,
my parents r always thr to support me..
concern me n take care on me..
totally agree n fully support frm them
4 my study route..
tat's d GrEaTeST encourage 4 me..
they said they r in low education level..
dun un wif d things around me..
cant communicate wif me..
bt the truth is i never concern bout them..
REGRET again!!
cos after bac frm NS,i dun talk much wif my parents,
less concern bout them..
since i noe tat they r important in my life,bt
i never prove it through my action..
mum complained tat i dun care bout family..
went 4 NS bt never change my act..
2 weeks i back frm NS,
now i gt to leave 4 my study..
reli "tak sampai hati" to leave them again..
my parents n my siblings..
their HOPE n their DREAMS r on me now..
i promise tat i will nt dash it..

2 more days to go..

Saturday..
had a breakfast wif my GrAndPa..
since i m leaving,
he told me tat must STUDY HARD n
do not FooLiNg ArOuNd wo..
thx 4 his advices n encourage..
4 sure i will try my best at there..
recently loving lam fung's songs..
b4 tat i m nt really like him..
bt my buddy,TeRRaNcE,
can memorise all his lyrics n
always sing his songs in d camp..
n now i love his songs so much..
mayb his meaningful lyrics
represents my feelings now..
i will move in 4 2 more days..
bt things r haven prepare yet..
mum started complain..
said i m lazy n irresponsible..
n she is baking a cake rite nw..
i think she is preparing to celebrate
my burfday b4 i leave..thx..

22th of may..

22th of may..
woke up quite early n went to
MEMORIAL PARADISE PARK( 富 寶 山 莊)
damn tired + moody
cos slept nt well on yesterday nite..
can't get into my dream..
avting came out to disturb my mind..
thinking of 'her"..
thinking of my new life..
thinking of d past n
thinking bout my future..
Today is my grandma's 生 忌..
tat's her burfday..
bt she "gone"..
so my mum,my aunts and i went 4 a visit at there..
v bought a cake,chicken,fruits,pork n ...
she "gone" b4 my NS..
already 2 months..
a bit miss her..
a bit sad..T.T
as an elder grandson,i think i m bad..
not care bout her when she was alive..
bt nw i can do ntg 4 her..
hoping tat she is happy rite now with her *new world*
i m admit tat i m an emotional person..
little thing can make me mad..
little thing can make me sad..
little thing can make me happy n
i will rmb little thing till 4ever..
The date 4 me to LAUNCH a new life
is nearer n nearer..
N i m nervous n panic here..
retarded n no guts to face d new world..
Dunno tat hw m i goin to face d new challenges..
suddenly i find myself weak,lonely n useless..
n i think i should pack up my feelings..
or mayb give up on "her"..
BuDDiES who know me well will noe hu is she..
n they noe i m always done sumting till half..
nobody beside me now..
damn miss u all rite now..
miss u all de "qing tian"..
A meaningful song 4 u all la..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2ImztgAtiY

BoRiNG 8 HoUrS..

Yesterday i went back to work at my old working place,

BuMCitY,Ipoh Parade...

It was a REPLACEMENT cos my fren not free to work..

Being a BoTaK PrOmOtER at my previous counter thr..

TrOpIcAnA LiFE..

another changes had been done in BuMCitY..

WiLD ChAnnEL's counter had been remove..

whereas a counter named EXTREME

appears as a new counter there..

Haizzz..

PITY 4 it cos it was my counter in previous time..

Wat a boring day i had + freaking tired..

no frenzz "blow water" wif me at there..

previous gang had gone..

working LONELY at there 4 8 hours..

day dreaming,walk here walk there n doing ntg at there..

Damn miss d days v gossip n blow water 2gether..

v all gt different destination now..

Let's work hard to ACHIEVE our HEIGHT..

c ya later..

boring er..xp

BeSt WiShEs to them...

HaPPY BuRfDaY to my BuDDiEs,YiK HoE n XuE MiNG..
YiK HoE,hu r my dorm mate during d NS's camp..
XuE MiNG,can b counted as my ClOsE FrEN..
cos v knew each other 4 a long time jor..
Both r d STRAIGHT A'S guys..lolx
YiK HoE on 20th n XuE MiNG on 21th..
ALL ThE BeST n GooD LuCK
to both of u on everything..
Hope tat both of u can AcHiEvE ur HeIgHts..^^

ReFrEsH mY MiND...

I m goin to work back my job at my old working place..

Recently having MeAnInGLeSS n LoUsY LiFe after NS..

Haizzz..

2mrw gt to work frm 1pm to 10pm lo..(afternoon shift)

although 2mrw working as same post as b4 at d same place

bt there is much more different rite nw..

without a tough woman as a store manager...

without my frenz at there (my working frenzz)...

miss u all so much ya..lolx..

without uniform,d pink 1..hoho..

b4 tat,really hate it,bt nw,i think i like it lo..

now gt no chance to wear liao...aiksss

really miss my WORKING LIFE n FRENZZ..

my life tat started after SPM,d end of d november..

my frenz tat i knew when working..

SWEET MEMORIES will always stay in my mind..

IT WILL NEVER BE FORGET..^^

PiNK ArMY..an ARMY in PINK.. TrOpIcAnA LiFe's PROMOTER,starring by,KARHOU,SUM n WILSON

HOHO..V R IN A BIG FAMILY..MISS YA..

THiNkiNG oF U n tHe PaST..

19th of may..
HaPPY BuRfDaY to ChEE YunG..
Our buddy in d NS's camp..lolx
Since u r in KL rite now,starting ur study at KTAR there,
I m here wishing u ALL THE BEST n GOOD LUCK lo..
MiSSiNG ur "qing tian" ar..haha
Since i woke up until nw,"she" always appears in my mind..
I'm thinking of her..
already 12 days v dun meet..
dunno how she be rite nw..
without her js lik without catalyst..
Rate of reaction is lower n my days here passed slower n slower..
Damn missing my NS's buddies n my NS' s life..
at least v had happy days at camp there..
nothing to b bother n nothing to b confuse..
bt tat's only live in our memories..v can't go back 4 it..

ReSeTiNG MY mInD..

18th of may..
2day woke up quite early lo..
10am..4 me,tat's quite early lo..hoho..XD
same as yesterday..
i m here to wish my 3 frenz HaPPy BuRfDaY lo..
They r TeRRaNcE TaN-my BUDDY,ANnIe-my "KAKAK ANGKAT" n
ViNcEnT-my new BRO..
StAY pReTTy n HaNdSoME ya,guys and gal..
lolx..XD
18 years old..i'm hoping tat it comes later..
y??seems lik it gives me some stress,some responsibiity..
Really HATE myself 4 such feelings..
no guts to face challenges n launch d new life..
Haizzz..
recently less hang out jor n dun wan go out jor..
more enjoy d boring day in my home..haha..
dunno 4 wat n y oso..
I gt to move myself to KAMPAR lu Start nx week..
gt to leave my family n adapt d NEW LIFE there..
STRESSS..a kind of PoWeRFuL WeApOn..
it appears to ruin my life..
Reseting my mind to BATTLE wif it..
I wan to live out a GrEaT LiFe..

HaPPY BuRfDaY

17th of may..
First of all,i wanna wish my 3 frens HaPPY BuRFdAY lo..
2 of them r my BUDDIES,FeLiX n KeN SooN..
another 1 is WaI Yee @ ai ai..
lolx..XD
wish u all StAy HeAlThY n SmiLE aLwAyS la..
lots of fren include me r goin to burfday on tis month lo..^^
another week to go 4 my uni life..
i m still blur blur n scare scare lo..@.@
hoping tat it can b start later lo..xp
4 my frens tat goin to KTAR 2mrw,
ZhI ConG,ChEE YuNG,KhAi TiNG n others..
hope u all will hv a GreAT StArT 4 urs study lo..
2day,quite a moody day 4 me..
i m SUSPECTING my fren..
a new fren..
Y and wat i suspect him??
haiz..
nothing special n not much to blog 2day..
hoping tat 2mrw will b a nice day 4 me..

14th of may...

14th of may..
2day is quite ok 4 me..
woke up on 7am n went KAMPAR to settle things bout my AccOmmOdAtiOn..
finally i pick WeStLaKe's house there..
2268 is d house's plat no.
lolx..a LuCkY NuMbER??
an upstair double room..
still dunno hu gonna b my room mate..
bt heard tat he is a clever guy frm PENANG de..
haiz..can't even find a known fren to stay wif me in future..
bt nvm,i m ready to noe great frens there later..
MaIn PoInT 4 ME is STUDY HARD there..lolx
280 4 d deposite lo..
after went KAMPAR,i ride my motor to IpOh PaRAde there lo..
to meet my WoRkInG FrEnZ B4...
lolx..quite miss them lo after bac frm my ns...
wat a long time v dun meet lo..
ah ChInG n WiLsOn MaH,my PARTNERS b4...
v worked 4 d counter of TROPICANA LIFE n WILD CHANNEL..
LaGeNdaRy UnDeRmAN,kOk WaI...
a ToP SaLeS PrOmOtEr hu sold UNDERWEAR..lolx
MaH jIe N ViSkY,ex PrOmOtEr 4 d counter of CHECKERS n VICTORIA..
V met at KoPiTiAM n had a lunch there lu...
i saw frens in their white pants,they start their F6 in my mother skul,SAM TET lo...
lolx..XD
BuMcItY had a BiG ChAnGe..
Ms.Jasmine Lee is no longer as a STORE MANAGER in BUMCITY..
A tough woman hu changed her work frm bumcity to BERCHAM..
reli UNpredictable lo...
V walk walk here n walk walk there till 4.30pm lo...
i gt 2 chocalate frm a chocalate auntie hu oso worked bumcity b4...
n i bought a shirt 2..(share wif wilson de..2 4 RM25)...lolx
2day is Quite a gd day 4 me lo...
better than staying in my house n doin ntg lo..
at least i cn touch up wif my old frens..hoho^^
All of u rmb to kip in touch lo..take care~ lolx.. still SeLF LoViNG lo although botak jor..

mah jie,me,kok wai,wilson,visky,jun.. my old frens in front of d mirror.. chocalate n lollipop...
my NEW shirt...lolx

BoRiNG..@.@

13th of may...
again!
I had a damn BoRiNG dAY in my house lo...
Being PaRaSiTE n hide myself...
"She" told me tat she is moody 2day due to her fren's personal problem...
I can't help her at all...
wat i can do is listen to her n dun bother her...
Hope tat she can always b happy cos her smiling face is avting 4 me...
I met LaGenDArY UnDeRmAN n MaH jIe 2day in msn...
they r my working frens b4...
2mrw v will hv a meet at parade lo...
nt much to write here 2day...
Hoping tat 2mrw wil b a nice day 4 me...^^v

OtAkU KaRhOU...

12th of may...
Really a BoRiNG DaY 4 me...
being an 'OtAkU' n doin ntg in my home...
DaY DrEaMiNG,OnLinE,sLeeP N Eat...
i start my WoRkInG LifE after SPM,then NS...
Quite a long time 4 me tat i dun had a boring day...
Chat wif my OLd frENs in MSN...they go 4 F6 oo..such a BrAvE chOIce tat they made...
I'm nt dare to ACCEPT d STPM's ChaLLeNgE...
bEsT ReGarDs frm me to them lo..
HoPE they can take it easy n work hard lo...GooD LuCK..^^v
Dunno y my back oways pain 4 these days...reli pain leh...T.T
Gonna rest early la..good nitez..

2nd day...

Haiz..
yesterday was a bad day 4 me..I QuArrELed wif my mum..MoThER's Day js passed..
wat a bad son..js back frm camp,then quarrel..T.T
LuCkILy,nw is ok..mum is oways correct,nvr try to ignore her,or u wil b regret..
LooKinG my frens doin their F6,i m reli wan to join them bt there is onli a choice v gt to pick,v knot choose 2..
F6,a choice i made after SPM..bt lately i choose to go UTAR..
I said to my mum tat i wanna buy white pants to go my school,SAM TET there n fooling around 4 d F6's OrIenDatIOn daYS b4 go UTAR..
Immediately i SCOLDED by her..
Not bcos of d pant's price,is bcos of a LiFe's ThEoRY..
She told me tat v gt to b CONFIDENT wif our choice, never三 心 两 意,must think seriously b4 make a choice,once u make it,b LoYaL n stay CoNfiDenT...
bt i said i m goin there play play oli...
then.....................T.T
wat a damn moody day 4 me...whole day i js b QuieT in my home...
Family agree to pay me a great support 4 my study at UTAR,i noe tat might b difficult 4 them,bt i m AppReaCiaTE a lotz...
so ntg to b CONFUSING nw..i made my mind..
I heard frm "her" tat she gonna stay at upper floor of a restaurant when she study later...
its quite shock 4 me,i m worry bout her safety,sumore she is a gal..bt she told me tat she confirmed...wat cn i do??
reli MiSS mY NS's LiFe,i choosed to quit earlier bt nw i m missing it..
4 those my frens tat continue their journey in camp there,hope u all cn enjoy there n all de best..
do it 4 our part oso...^^v
js start my blog..i find tat here is a nice place 4 me to xpress my feelings..
i wil continue it...
miss ya,my frens..

1st BLoG..

2day is 11th of may..a BrAnD NeW LiFE 4 our f6 frenz..2 pity cos i cannot JOIN them..i make a choice to study at UTAR..
really CoNfUSinG..IS THAT A GOOD CHOICE??
js end my NS 4 3 days..i met a lots of fren at my camp there N miss my life there..
24th of march,1st day i 'lapor diri' at my camp,KEM AKADEMI KEPIMPINAN SEGARI,MANJUNG..i LaTE 4 4 days cos my grandma's death..T.T..
i gt into a gang which call MAYDAY'S GANG during ns..a special feature 4 tis gang is all d member of tis gang born on MAY 1991..10 MEMBERS in tis gang,include ME..
KeN SooN n FeLiX-17TH OF MAY
TeRRaNcE-18TH OF MAY
ChEE YunG-19TH OF MAY
YiK HoE-20TH OF MAY
XuE MinG-21TH OF MAY
CheN HeaN-25TH OF MAY
KaR HoU-27TH OF MAY
AlviN Lee-28TH OF MAY
RYanZ ChiN-29TH OF MAY...
those r my 9 best frenz in my camp ya,of cos i knew sum great frens too..they r ChEE Hoo,ViNcEnT,LiM,KS,SiMon,Teo n ....
Gals??yup,i knew a NiCE gAL there,SiM Yee,an attractive gal 4 me,others wirawati r Jien May,Chiew Hoon,Yee Man..
TQ to all of them 4 BrIghtEN UP My LiFE there...oways rmb u all...^^v
around 45 days there,nt a long time bt nt a short time too..
without u all,sure i cant survive there,esp 4 my 9 best frens there...
i gt my nickname there too...BM...
they said i looks lik malay wo...==
bt nvm,i enjoy u all calling me lo...lolx...bcos of u all r my GREAT FRENZ...
Another funny thing in d camp is terrance,chee yung n yik hoe oways sing 'qing tian' to me...
although they gt a bad sound,bt i quite lik it de...lolxx
avday v complain here,complain there,n countdown de time v left in d camp..
finally v all end camp by las week...
i miss d time v 'chui sui' 2gether,i miss d time v faced sea 2gether n i miss all d time v had 2gether,no matter d time was hapi or sad...
Js celebrated a great burfday wif u all at kbox..hope u all reli enjoy it..
thx 4 d cake n thx 4 d sound of u all..xp
ApPeRiACiAtE a loTS 4 D SwEEt MeMoRieS...
Mayb V GONNA HV DIFFERENT DESTINATION later...
bt u all oways in my mind de...
ALL of u rmb to take k and kip in touch ya..^^